I put this on my TBR after Matthew Perry's tragic death. As a Gen-X who watched every episode of Friends on (Must Watch TV) Thursday nights, I was somewhat familiar with Perry's struggle with alcohol and drugs. But wow - nothing prepared me for the intensity of his drug problems. I suppose an addict will figure out how to get drugs, but I can't help but think his money and fame enabled him.
I listened to the audiobook read by Perry himself. And evening his reading of the book was a clue to the extent of damage drugs can do to someone. I had to increase the speed a bit (1.2) because he speaks so slowly.
Perry admits that he had a pretty good life - his parents divorced and that left some heartbreak and struggles but many children of divorce had it worse. But like most damaged souls, he can trace his insecurities back to his upbringing (ping-ponging between parents). However, he takes responsibility for his addiction - probably due to years of therapy and multiple treatment centers. But his demons are strong, and drugs are his solace.
His story is heartbreaking because as much as he wants to be sober and has the support system to help, addiction has a strong hold on him. The damage to his body, mind, and relationships are upsetting to hear.
It wasn't the best autobiography I have read but as a fan of Matthew Perry, it was worth reading (listening).
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